November 2020 Close Out
Your lessons learned for November and your advice for December
Hello all! We’re down to the final days of November so here I am with the November close out messages that provide insight on where you are and some things to focus on as you step into December. I used the Karma Cards oracle deck so you’ll see the a specific placement with a small message next two it, that’s the overall energy you should embody or are currently in and my interpretation below will provide you with more insight on where to put your focus spiritually, mentally, and physically.
Also, just to update you all, I have added four new services that are now available for December and January bookings.
Cultivating the Family; This reading focuses on building love, comfort, and connection between the family. This reading looks specifically into insight and advice for one’s pregnancy (one who is already pregnant or preparing to, this reading does not look into timing or the health aspect of pregnant), adoption, or connecting more with their family (through inner child work and building better communication between the family).
Close & Comfortable; This is a tarot reading but even more fun because it is a zoom (or facetime) call with me. We chit chat for about an hour looking into any and everything! I also provided intuitive guidance beyond the tarot cards.
Soul Path & North Node; This is a tarot reading into your soul path, your past lives, your karmic challenges and lessons, insight into what you’re meant to achieve within this life, and overall guidance for your journey which also comes with a North Node interpretation by my astrologer, Erin Wilson.
Candle Flame Reading; As I step away from tarot and dive into other forms of divination, I am in the process of workshopping with smoke and flame divination. While this isn’t a full reading, if you have a small question or need clarity on something specific, this reading will offer you that.
Venus in Virgo in the 3rd House | Cherish the serving of others by making the right connections. Enjoy the details of the idea in question. Charm, art, and beauty are the way to do what you must do and get your ideas going.
You’re almost out of the Saturn in Capricorn transit so you’ll soon see peace and you may already be seeing things ease up as you tie up loose ends and close out this year. You’ve gone through a rebirth and November looks like it was that final month of intensity where you released what really wasn’t working so you can make space for all the new things you’re trying to bring in. Spiritually, there’s a strong need to focus on your connections and bonds, who has access to you, who you give your energy to, and your intentions behind your relations. This isn’t to say you’ve been making the wrong steps and disregarding those around you, but you have gone through a complete transformation and you’re very different than who you once were. Your ancestors are encouraging you to think about who has space within your life and do they deserve it. You deserve support, love, and joy and you should be giving it to others. Align yourself with your soul family and get clarity on who’s really meant to be here with you. As you step into 2021, maybe it’s time for you to dive into public speaking or finding a way to share your story to help those who are now where you once were at the start of the year. Mentally, since you’re stepping away from the old and into a much more open space, your guides want you to go big and even bigger than big. You have ideas for the new year so during December, sit down and get all the details squared away. There are no limits or blocks stopping you from reaching what you desire so visualize your blessings and get clear about the direction you need to take to get there. Enjoy the planning process and put intention behind your work, you’ll see the fruits of your labor in 2021. Physically, you’re being asked to find a flow to your work. As you make new connections that led you to new heights and you plan for your future, put focus in the aesthetics and style of things. After a year of losing yourself and going through multiple rebirths, personalize your journey and make it you, your wishes will be easier to reach when you trust yourself and place your authenticity in high regard. Work smarter, not harder, everything is going to flow to you when you just do you. If you feel lost through December, trust yourself and let your intuition lead you. Expect to see synchronicities everywhere, you’re on the right track and it’s something to celebrate.
The North Node in Pisces in the 7th House | Have faith in your dreams diplomatically. Do not worry about your idealization of relationships. Now is the time to be apart of something overwhelming and get a fair deal.
How has November been for you, Taurus? For some placements, maybe it was exhausting and challenging with unexpected setbacks coming in during times you thought you were in the clear. For others, it may have been pretty good, maybe you expected more, but at the same time, you’re grateful it didn’t come with much. Now, as you transition from November to December, the themes of faith and change are present, regardless of how November went for you, you have been waiting for something big and have yet to receive it. December is dependent all upon you and the work you put in, let your faith guide you and don’t gaslight yourself into thinking your dreams aren’t achievable. Whether you’re dreaming in your sleep or day dreaming about your future, spiritually, you need to affirm that what you desire will be. While we can’t put timing on when it will come into fruition, you have to be trusting of the process and uplift your goals and wishes. If you know and feel in your soul that they will be then they will, if you’re only half way believing, expect half way progress. Now, I’m not calling you lazy by any means, but sometimes, your dreams seem so big to you that you choose to settle for something more “realistic.” If you think it, it will be, even if it takes work, know that you’ll reach it. Through December, you may find yourself dreaming and visualizing the next steps in your path, be sure you make the right turns rather than the “more feasible” ones. Mentally, if you find yourself questioning your connections and relationships, take a moment to breathe and ground yourself. You may not feel super present in your relationships or as if others aren’t present for you, ask your guides to show you who’s here with pure intention and release anyone who isn’t. It looks like you’re stepping into an old habit where you second guess and worry, causing you to push away from others or push others away from you. Be mindful of this through December. Physically, as you affirm your dreams and goals, start the process is making them happen. Saturn goes into Aquarius in 2021 so fixed signs will be put to the test, going through rebirths and transformations to rebuild their foundations and the work you put in will set the tone for the blessings and goals you achieve at the end of the Saturn transit. In December, you may find yourself wanting to make a big move, if it feels right, do it, something extraordinary will come out of it.
The South Node in Taurus in 10th House | Remember your beliefs responsibly. Reconsider the costs of success. Now is not the time to use the most direct direct way and become a person of power and status.
Things have been going well for because you’ve found balance between being and acting. Blessings have continued to come your way and it’s been really exciting. Thing is, Gemini, sometimes, when we find ourselves in such good points receiving so much, we want to keep going until we earn more. December will be your month to slow down and continue to practice balance. Many of you may be striving to reach the top of something, but you’re already there, if you keep going, you’ll be stepping on others and that’s not something you want. Spiritually, you need to hold your standards and beliefs in high regard. You may face a test that will ask you to undermine your goals in order to receive a blessing; If you ever have to undermine your beliefs to receive something, then it is not meant for you. The theme of “the other” is present for you this month, this isn’t to say you have to do for everyone, but the work you do for self shouldn’t harm those around you. With this test that comes up, you may be asked to step on someone you care about or ignore your faith, don’t fall into the trap. You will always receive what you deserve and desire when you hold your beliefs in high regard and stick to your ethics. For those who own their own business, be smart about the platform you build and the principles you hold, be yourself, but do know that you, yourself are a brand. Mentally, as we think about your career and success path and we step into the new year, spend December reflecting on your intentions and wants. Being willing to risk it all for success is not as powerful as you think. Again, connections and relations are present throughout your month and not just in reference to your success path, but your overall goals for your life. You never have to walk over others to reach your blessings, when you respect yourself, your values, and those around you, your blessings walk into your life with no strife. Physically, be mindful of your work (in many areas) through December, you may want to push and get everything done, but let December, the final month of the year, just be a time for you to slow down and chill. This month should be focused on your faith, strengthening connections, and setting plans for the new year.
Pluto in Libra in the 11th House | Resurrect relationships for humanity’s sake. Get to the heart of the beauty of your hopes and wishes. Do or die! You must do it with your partner(s) and do it for the future.
Cancer, how have you been? Seems like things have had it’s challenges for you and now you feel like you’re at a dead end with no way out. I’m picking up on this intense feeling of loneliness as if no one is here to support you or love you during this time of darkness. At the same time, I can see a strong pink and green orb floating around you, love is here and it’s present, you have supporters and people who care deeply for you and you have yourself. Right now you may be feeling like there’s no way out so you’re ignoring the hands that are trying to pull you from the hole, you need to wipe the tears from your eyes and look up, see the plethora of smiling faces ready to help and assist in any way they can. Spiritually, it’s time for you to reconnect and find your place within the collective. This is not a call to find your meaning and purpose, but to find your ground again within your relations. You have found yourself in a hole and pushed away others and the only way you can climb out is if you accept the assistance from those around you. No one is asking for anything in return, they just want you to help you and see you find your ground again so you can prosper in the way you deserve. It isn’t you against the world, it is you working with humanity. Mentally, as you find your ground again, don’t take this as a sign that what you hope to achieve can’t be reached. It can, you just have to find the joy again. You’ve been trying to sprint to the end, almost as if you’re in a state of lack when you already have what you need around you, the resources, tools, and support. Now, rather than sprinting, you’re being asked to walk, take time to experience each moment of the journey and remember the bright, new beginning you’re walking toward. Appreciate and enjoy the journey and the challenges you see won’t be as hard or confusing as they’ve felt before. When you hold your wishes in high regard, nothing will stand in your way of reaching them. Physically, be more open to asking for helping and allowing those to assist you. You are not weak for accepting help and listening to advice, sometimes the new perspective propels us forward far more quickly than if we sat here trying to problem solve on our own. We do not walk this path alone and the connections we make teach us and provide us with important keys for our personal journey, don’t be afraid to grab the hand that’s reaching out toward you. Reconnect with the collective and affirm your goals.
The South Node in Taurus in the 8th House | Remember your beliefs as a life-or-death issue. Reconsider the costs of getting and using power. Now is not the time to use the most direct way and use other people’s resources.
For the most part, November has been a relatively easy month and it looks like you’ve been focused on seeing career and success path growth. Especially within your finances, as you’ve been investing in self and ensuring you make the right moves to lead you where you want to go. However, you may have noticed some sort of change in your energy or the energy around you toward the middle of the month, there may have been some sort of unexpected setback that caused you to sit and reflect on if you were really “ready” to take your next step. Now, you may find yourself in this weird space of wanting to move forward because you know it will come into fruition, but apprehensive about moving forward because what if you face another setback? It may feel like a '“sign from the universe” to stop, but really it’s a call to keep going, but to be sure you’re intentional and truthful within your work. Spiritually, you’re being encouraged to restore your faith within self. Yes, you’ve reached a set back and it may have knocked you off your timeline, but who said you had to stay down and you couldn’t get back up. A challenge is not the end-all-be-all and even when we’re on our path that was written for us, we still reach points where we have to pause, reflect, and shift our mindset or change behavior. Don’t stop because you’re being asked to challenge yourself and grow from old mindsets; The challenges you’re facing are here because your guides know you can handle them but you have to know that about yourself as well. If you find yourself dependent on the words and advice of others, know that it’s fine to listen to a different perspective, but remember that only you (and your ancestors) can make the most effective steps for your journey. It seems like your family are telling you to slow down when your soul is clearly telling you the opposite, who do you follow? Your truth or the words of others? Mentally, with these challenges and after hearing the words from others, it seems like you’re looking toward another direction, you’re still focused on your goal but you’re looking at an easier path. Again, no one can tell you what’'s right for you and as you talk to others about your situation, let them be an emotional outlet rather than your GPS for your life. Your guides want you to be direct and go at things head on, following the path lit for you is always the easiest because you grow and learn through the process and you are protected and blessed by your guides along the journey. Don’t be afraid to make that move that can get you back in a confident and secure space and one that will help you take these challenges head on without fear. Maybe, take the first week of December to breathe and shake out any worries and fears then get back to the drawing board and see your dreams come to life. Physically, it’s necessary you create space between your own thoughts and the advice of others. Even if the advice sounds good, people can only offer advice on what they know best for themselves, not what they know best for others. While you may want to take the easier route or feel compelled to listen to what your family member or friend says, ask your guides to bring clarity about the message and see what is shown to you. Your guides will ask you to look in the mirror and turn to yourself for the needed advice you’re looking for. Don’t give up or settle for something less because an obstacle is present others told you that it’s easier to walk away from it than overcome it. Choosing the easier route will be more of an obstacle because you’re not living in your truth and making the conscious choice not to expand yourself to reach your goal. While others are willing to give up on their path or settle for something similar to their original goal, you’re not, you’re built for something better and greater, while these people are giving this advice out of love, be mindful about how others subconsciously project.
Venus in Capricorn in the 5th House | Cherish your goals with the trust of a child. Enjoy the day-to-day reality of fun, romance, and making art. Charm, art, and beauty are the way to use the most businesslike way and do it dramatically.
How was November for you, Virgo? Seems like it was pretty easy and brought in some unexpected surprises, especially relating to your relations and connection to self. Seems like you have finally found a space that is stable for you to feel comfortable and safe while also encouraging you to be open to experiencing new beginnings. If this hasn’t been the case, take December as your month to cultivate that space by uplifting self, diving deeper into your passions and wants, and surrounding yourself with those who align with and uplift your energy. Spiritually, as you step into December and the new year, focus on how great your goals are! You may find yourself dealing with the mundane and the logical details that you start to fall out of love with your passions and overall goals. When you find yourself in that space, think back to the energy of a child with goals, they think therefore they seek; Nothing stops a child from going after whatever they hope to reach, even after they’re done crying over a “booboo,” they’re back chasing after a dog trying to grab it and kiss it. I know you’re one to want to understand the technicalities and logistics but when you find yourself becoming so obsessed over the most minor points, stop yourself and take a step back, incorporate a more openly and free creative energy to your process. You’re smart and wise, easily able to calculate and understand things, but when you’re also able to bring in that aspect of free-flowing creativity and imagination, you’ll see yourself be propelled forward far quicker than if you stay in one lane. Mentally, while you find yourself focused on your work and successes, also take time out of each day to enjoy time well spent with those you love and cherish (including yourself). Overall within your life, as you find your own flow, your guides are challenging you to also incorporate new creative ideas into your life as well. Try doing impulsive, spur of the moment activities, let someone else choose the plan for date night or family day. All in all, for December, be open to letting life move you through different windows of life, you’re not being asked to commit to these changes, but at least enjoy and experience them so you can take something small and apply it to the way you live yours. Be sure you are balancing work, play, and rest, spending time with those you love shouldn’t feel like a chore. Physically, when you find yourself in a bind unaware of which way to go within your career and success path planning (even within your finances), get back to the mindset of a child and step into creative, free flowing energy. Bringing art and clarifying your aesthetics will bring harmony within your plans and environment. Take some sort of creative risk, especially when you feel blocked, it’s a sign to do go out of your box. Don’t limit yourself to what you see in front of you because there’s always more to be imagined and thus created. Let creativity, art, and love create harmony and an easy flow of energy within your life.
Mercury in Aquarius in the 8th House | Communicate your vision as a life-or-death issue. Analyze what’s new and different about getting and using power. Let your mind tell you how to use an unconventional way and use other people’s resources.
You’ve been playing a smooth game this month, trying to get by and handle your business, but you haven’t seen much come from your business because you’ve either been worried about other people’s business or been allowing them too much access into yours. At the start of November, you had a clear focus about what you were searching for but after this hectic month where you lost yourself in the world of those around you, you kind of forgot what you were searching for and where you’re headed. This isn’t something to beat yourself up over and chastise yourself for, it happens, especially when we are fresh into the process, excited to tell others that then we become lost in everyone’s words. So, how can we remedy the situation and get you back on track? Spiritually, you’re being called to be more clear, direct, and grounded in your goals and wants. You know what you want, but when you get around others, your confidence tends to falter, not so much confidence, but your desire to be on the same page as others causes you to undermine your own truth at times. Take an opinion for example, you have your own opinion and you feel it strongly when with yourself, but when you get around others, you fall back a bit and compulsively agree rather than explaining your side. Yeah, maybe you don’t want to waste your breathe, but you’re doing a disservice to yourself because while you’re truthful to self, you are not living in your truth. It’s time for you to find your inner confidence and ground within your goals and views, stand tall and proudly in them, do not silence them to keep “peace” because silence creates a stale environment—Nothing good about a saltine cracker with no water to chase it down. Mentally, you’re also being called to shift your perspective about power and presence. You’re in this mindset where you see power as a bad thing, where no one likes you and you have ownership over others and so you’re trying to gain power by being everyone’s ally or playing some sort of neutral party. This is true Libran behavior as the Libra archetype represents balance and harmony between two parties. I understand that your goal is to find harmony, but again, you can’t let yourself strive so hard for harmony that you become a shell without any personal truth. As you think of power, don’t think of it from a place of “one exerting force and aggression over the other.” You can stand in your power and be powerful without being aggressive, as that is true power. So, get clear about your personal goals and broaden your scope about the ideas and embodiments of power, as it means something different for everyone, but it shouldn’t hold a negative connotation because it will only weaken you. In simplest terms, don’t be afraid to make an “enemy,” not everyone may agree with your perspective, but that doesn’t mean you should change yourself for the benefit of the other. When you come to stand in your truth while also being open to hearing the truths of others, you’ll realize that is the greatest form of power and while you may not agree with everyone, no one is an enemy because you two are able to find harmony through your differences. Physically, it’s time to become more comfortable actively trusting your intuition. You’re one to want to see the logic of many opinions and pathways, but imagine how much time you’d save if you followed your intuition? Your intuition isn’t just about putting self first, but following the path that will create personal and collective harmony and success. If you have a goal, you have to walk toward it faithfully because you won’t make much moving standing in one place trying to calculate how x affects y and z (and a and b and c and so on…). If your soul is calling you toward a path, it’s your time to do it and make it happen because following your intuition will always ensure you (and those around you) are safe, secure, blessed, and aligned.
Sun in Sagittarius in the 8th House | Demonstrate your highest ideals as a life-or-death issue. Realize the rules of getting and using power. Act like a leader, get it out to the world and use other people’s resources.
If you see something that doesn’t work, it’s time for you to fix it. Through November, you watched those within your personal relationships and your community struggle and you’ve felt helpless, wanting to help but not being sure how. Not only do you want to help others, but improving the situation of the community will improve your personal situation and send you farther on your path. Maybe this relates to some sort of family conflict or challenges within your job (such as the employer taking employees for granted). Rather than sitting here feeling helpless and holding the weight of those around you, it’s time to get up and make change. November was your month to weep with the collective but December is about you bringing an end to a broken system. Spiritually, when you find those around you carrying pain and sorrow, feeling as if life is ending and holds no more purpose, encourage them and show them what is still there, how there is a way out. Scorpio, you know you’re gifted and hold powerful skills and now is the best time to exercise them. You’re always open to using them on yourself behind closed doors, but your guides want to see you work your magic and help uplift those around you. December looks very “team” focused, rather than thinking about how this affects you and how you can remedy the situation for yourself, it’s time to realign with those around you. Lift them up because they will do the same for you and even if they don’t, it is your purpose in this moment to be apart of the solution rather than acting like it doesn’t bother you or acting as if you have no solution on how to fix the current situation. People are going to look to you for help and assistance, don’t be afraid to stand on your soap box and rally the troops. Mentally, as you step into December, think about power and the type you desire to hold. You search for power within secrets and hidden things, but can you become comfortable being powerful in open and communal spaces? You don’t have to spend the rest of your life leading at the top of the pack, but in this moment, your guides want to see you stretch yourself beyond your comfort zone, step into the spotlight and help guide those who are lost. Physically, step out and lead by speaking and acting, be the community’s voice or your family’s mediator; Just be present because what you hold within will be integral to collective and personal change. The shadows are your comfort zone but you see you’ll shine equally as bright, if not more, when you come and stand in front of those around you. Lead by example and show people how you can effectively overcome, no obstacle is one that can block you from what you deserve. No one is asking you to change yourself, but be proud of yourself and to be an example for those who cannot find the light. Any achievement made from this point forward should be uplifted and elevated, whether you share it with others or not, be proud of your work.
Pluto in Sagittarius in the 1st House | Resurrect your highest ideals immediately. Get to the heart of the rules of the rules of the way you project yourself. Do or die! Git it out to the world and do it on your own.
You may have found yourself hidden in the shadows as you tried to get things together during November. While things were going well, you did have to be more intentional in where you put your focus through this month so it’s been all work and no play to the point you may have lost yourself a bit. Not so much lost, but you have felt a bit disconnected, while you’re here, you know you could be doing more for yourself. As the Sun enters Sagittarius, this is the call for all Sagittarius placements to get back connected with themselves, yes, you have a long list of things to do, but you can’t let this to-do list make you forget about yourself. Spiritually, just because you have this present moment commitments and things to handle doesn’t mean your highest goals should be ignored. November has been a weird month where you’ve gone through a mini rebirth and it has you stepping into December and the new year a bit worried about if your truth is really your truth. Where did all this worry come from? And why do you feel this way? Know that your truth and your desires is something to cherish, uplift, and run toward everyday. Get to the root cause of where this worry is coming from and focus on rebuilding the personal connection with self. Affirm your goals know that they are achievable. These day to day commitments will not block you from your soul purpose. Mentally, as you reflect on November, think about how you get in these extreme modes of happiness and growth and then immediately fall into holes of doubt and worry. Through December, especially before the new year, I encourage you to find and incorporate practices that can help you see balance rather than living in extremes. Life comes with challenges and moments of sadness, but those moments should not cause you to fall into this space that you don’t think you can get out of. Your biggest challenge in life is finding “content” within the mundane. Yes, the commitments we have to take on to support ourself are a chore and taxing, but how can you find some sort of comfortability until you reach a point where you no longer have to hold these things? Life fluctuates and has it’s moments, but you have to find personal practices for you to work with ease through the lower moments you experience. Don’t let the sadness taint your entire world, right now may not provide all that you seek, but working through this moment or going in another direction will get you to a place in which you can peacefully and happily be. Physically, it’s time to get going within December, make moves and get things going. This isn’t so much about changes within the external, but personally, how can you better and more effectively care for yourself throughout your day to day life, how can you personalize your mundane commitments and reap something beneficial from them, how can find a more balanced flow so the high moments are enjoyed and the low moments are feared as much? No one can “fix” your life, but you can find healthy and effective solutions that will make you feel more grounded within the moment you’re going through. Sagittarius suns, please enjoy your birthday and try not to let yourself be saddened, regardless of what you do on your birthday, spend the night alone with your favorite dessert and journal anything that needs to be released and write a letter to your future self of 2021, what you release will create ease and what you write will be. Your answers and search for clarity will come from you speaking your truth, let your emotions flow and open your throat chakra. Find time to enjoy yourself please and take care of your body, mind, and soul, watch out for sickness this month.
Mars in Capricorn in the 12th House | Energize your goals seeking oneness with all-there-is. Confront the day-to-day reality of philanthropy. Force yourself to use the most businesslike way and keep your involvement hidden.
Always in service of self, but how are you in service of others? And before you get started, think about when you do help, are you doing it because you want to or because you have to? Does helping others and being of service to others feel like a chore or is it something you wholeheartedly want to do just because? While sometimes, some people don’t deserve the help because they disrespect those who are being of assistance, think about how you often view assisting those who need help as tiring and taxing, even your own family. You’re one who’s easily able to handle things on your own and you may expect others to do the same, not everyone is like that; And this isn’t to say you have to help people who can’t figure it out on their own, but when you do offer help, be sure it’s intentional because you really want to and not because you know you have to do get farther in your path. Spiritually, as you think about your personal goals and plans, your guides are encouraging you to put more passion behind your plans. A lot of your work seems to be based in “I have to” rather than “I want to” right now, everything is being done for stability and success rather than happiness and prosperity. Of course, we want you to have the stability and success, but think of how tiring and taxing the journey is when you’re only focused on reaching the end. There’s many moments to experience throughout the journey and there’s a place for everything, reconnect with the universe around you and move as one with it. You’re not the only one living on this earth and everyone and everything you come into contact with holds a purpose and/or you hold a purpose within their journey. Try not to rush or be so focused on “the bigger picture” and what happens in the end, by slowing down to smell the roses, you’ll see how stability, success, happiness, and prosperity are already present in your life, and if not, you can learn how to cultivate it from those around you. Mentally, as you open yourself up to being one with the world, reflect on your perspective of help and assistance. Open yourself up to assistance and be open to assisting those around you. This speaks especially to your finances, if you’ve been seeing not as many funds come in, reflect on how much you’ve been giving out. Create a cycle of wealth, know that what’s given will always be given back to you. Someone stingy with their money won’t see the same (healthy and prosperous) wealth as someone who is open and willing to share their money in faith and good intention. This isn’t to say you have to share with everyone, but through your day to day life, how can you give and be of service (financially, emotionally, mentally, and physically) to those around you? And what are your intentions behind this act of giving? Create a healthy world of love between self and others, act intentionally and if you really don’t want to give, don’t, there’s no point in doing something good if you don’t want to because it’s a waste of your time and the action holds no true meaning. Physically, as you start to open yourself up more and act as a giving soul, know that it doesn’t have to be done on a big stage or done in a big way. The smallest acts are some of the most greatest ones. No one is asking you to give until you are unable to give to yourself, but give when you can, connect with those who call out to you, and know that every act holds meaning.
Jupiter in Virgo in the 1st House | Learn or teach the serving of others immediately. Be positive about the details of the way you project yourself. Grow and expand, do what you must do and do it on your own.
November seem to be a relatively chill month, if not smooth, at least the problems you faced weren’t intense or super taxing and while you may not have seen many of your wishes come to fruition, at least things were chill. Now, as you think about the new year and we get closer to Saturn entering Aquarius, you may be in your head about what comes next and if the work you’ve already done is going to amount to anything. You’re somehow grounded and proud of your work, but a part of you is also fearful you didn’t do enough or the work you do won’t matter. This isn’t the way to think about your gifts and while no one can force you to stop thinking this way, work on reaffirming the power and skills you hold. What you have been doing for yourself will make personal change and the work you do for those around you will make collective change. Act with intention and sow the right seeds, you’ll see the juiciest fruits of your labor. Spiritually, you may have been feeling incredibly disconnected from those around you. You naturally do because others hold ideals and beliefs that are different from yours, but even with friends and family, you haven’t felt seen or completely present. To bring yourself back home and create comfort within your connections again, your guides are encouraging you to lead by example and also communicate the disconnect you’ve been feeling. You’re one to hold things in and just get over them because “that’s life,” but no one is forcing you to just go through life hitting blocks and ignoring them. If you haven’t been feeling heard or seen within your relations, express that and ask for a fresh start, maybe even ask for time alone so you can step back in and have the conversation so people can reflect on their behavior. I can understand being unfazed by what goes on around you, but you’ve been doing this for years and even as you think about it now, you can see how it has affected you negatively. If something is causing you strife or upsets you, communicate it and be apart of creating change. Mentally, you’re again, being encouraged to open up and be more truthful with the world around you. Your personal world is peaceful but you see the changes within the world around you and you kind of dissociate and disconnect. Through December and within the new year, you need to be more direct and assertive. Stepping into a more “powerful” or “dominant” headspace is not something to fear, don’t be afraid of standing up and standing as yourself in front of others. Your guides want to see you grow and create collective change, but you cannot do that by staying in your own little world. Being more expressive and present among others is not something to fear. Physically, it’s time for you to focus on building up and setting things in motion. Let December be your moment to rest and start fresh, get comfortable putting yourself out there, being proud of your work and who you are, and be the catalyst for change within your community. You can’t keep waiting because the light has been green for quite some time. Others can’t do what you do and even when they try, it’s not done with the same ease and flow. Whatever you’re called to be doing, live confidently in your purpose and stand in your place, see where it takes you and how it transforms the world around you.
The South Node in Gemini in the 7th House | Remember what you want to be known diplomatically. Reconsider what is believed about relationships. Now is not the time to use the quickest way and get a fair deal.
What type of work have you been putting in, Pisces? Have you been putting in enough work or the right work? Right now, there seems to be a big focus on how your relations are playing a part within your work and personal goals. You were once one to share everything and work intensely with the collective, but you’ve found yourself retreating to yourself more and trying to slide under the radar. The thing is, your work still affects your relations and those around you and you want to be cautious in how hide or share what you’re doing. This isn’t to say you have to share everything, but some things need to be known and communicated. Spiritually, as I said, it’s not about sharing everything, but being honest and truthful to those around you. While you don’t have to share your goals and personal experiences with everyone, take your family, for instance, if a personal choice you make affects them, you have to let them know, if you choose to do something opposite of the norm within your friend group, you need to provide an explanation. You haven’t done anything wrong so don’t take these words as criticism, but as you come to understand and enjoy your privacy more, realize that being private doesn’t mean you stop communicating and leave everyone in the dark. There’s a strong need to focus on how you use your throat chakra, be sure it’s being used the right way. Mentally, if you’ve found yourself in this space where you’re doubting all your relationships and feeling as if you can’t trust anyone, your guides are encouraging you to slow down and give yourself some time to think rather than running with your first impressions and letting your fears guide you. You need to get clear about what you provide in relationships and what you desire within relationships. For example, you want people to communicate with you, but are you communicating with them? The South Node speaks to where we find ourselves most comfortable, but it can be the most debilitating because we can get lost in that space. When you desire things from others, be sure you’re giving it to those as well. As you step into the new year, focus on reimagining your behavior within relationships and ask your guides to bring you your “right” type of people. Physically, you need to slow down your actions and choices in relationships. You’re thinking with a clouded mind and you need to take some time to gain clarity, not only about those around you, but your personal actions. Yes, people around you can be moving funny, but we also have to reflect on our own movements. You may have an urge to immediately cut someone or multiple people off, but that really isn’t necessary. The people around you don’t look to have ill-intentions and a lot of the fear is jin your head. Again, ask your guides for clarity and to reaffirm the healthy bonds and release the unhealthy and as that happens, focus on how you can be healthier for yourself and those around you as well; It all starts within.
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